Endless Cycle of Thoughts - Hellsbackroom
I hate the fact that I'm depressed and lonely.
I know there are people around me and they somewhat care, but it's so hard to not feel this way.
When I am happy it only last for so long.
Then I really think about it enough and I think to myself I don't deserve to be happy.
Why can't that little voice in my head just leave me alone.
Why do my thoughts always bring me down?
Then again, at my worse moments...
They're always there.
To comfort me through the pain they caused.
It's an endless cycle.
I hate the fact that I'm depressed and lonely.
I know there are people around me and they somewhat care, but it's so hard to not feel this way.
it's so hard to not feel this way
it's so hard to not feel this way
When I am happy it only last for so long.
it only last for so long
it only last for so long
Then I really think about it enough and I think to myself 'I don't deserve to be happy.'
Then I really think about it enough
Then I really think about it enough
Then I really think about it enough
I think to myself
I don't deserve to be happy.
Why can't that little voice in my head just leave me alone.
Why can't that little voice in my head just leave me alone.
Why do my thoughts always bring me down?
Why do my thoughts always bring me down?
bring me down
Then again, at my worse moments ...
at my worse moments
at my worse moments
They're always there..
To comfort me through the pain they caused.
To comfort me through the pain they caused.
It's an endless cycle.